Thoughts...

God has always been good to us. Even when we didn't have a clue where he was taking us, we followed Him and He has always taken care of us. With that said, this past April, I lost my job at Alco. Business was bad and they had to let some people go...that meant the one on the bottom of the totum pole had to go. That meant me. The Lord knew what he was doing. We didn't have a clue. But that was okay. Since the end of April, I have been at home with Caleb. I love being at home with him. I have really enjoyed getting to watch him and spend time with him. However, we can not survive on Sam's salary alone. Unemployment has been our life saver. I never thought I would be on unemployment. God knows when it is time to humble your spirit :o)

Anyways.

The jobs in the vendor world are slim pickens. There is a very big part of me that would like to do something completely different. Completely away from WM.

So, here are the options I have: a) our music minister is looking for a new assistant. He is suppose to call me to discuss further. b) go to school and become a nurse.

Option A is something I could start immediately. Option B would give me a lifetime of jobs - anywhere. I would have a degree. Down side to this one would be - school. Paying for school. Attending school. It has been 9 yrs since I have been to school. I think I would like it. Sam says to go for it. But I am a little scared.

I guess if I am not offered the job at the church, I will persue the degree for nursing.

Nervous.
Don't know what to do.
Don't know if I can do it.
Can I go to school, and be a mom and a wife?? Will they suffer any by me going to school?

So many questions, not enough answers.